{ ARTFIGHT LINK }

i kinda shilled it in the refs' descriptions but i forgot to announce it in a blog lmao

my first year!! it was one of my new year's objectives to join :)

it means i just get to practice art a whole bunch while hopefully making some people happy hehe

only have one attack up so far but we goin

【 LINK TO KO-FI SHOP 】

for €5 or more, you can have access to all the files in the Flash Retrospective thread, in full resolution, downloadable and playable! as opposed to the crappy low-res preview in a Twitter-compressed video haha.

SO and I are constantly struggling to get to the end of the month. I'm so tired. I want to go to school and get therapy and transition and have some form of stable endeavor to turn into a career god ffuckigng damnit.

at this point it's a certainty that I'll host comms in 2022, after I'm done with projects where the deadline is scarily close. more on that around the end of the year! :,)

I've been looking at Ko-fi a bit more these days — setting up possible commissions and such.

SO and I still aren't in the clear financially. I wish things like these just went away by not mentioning them for a while. :,,)

I've been debating whether to open some, but I've already got some big projects going on and I really can't take on anything else too complex...

however, I still managed to set something up!

[ become a monthly member on Ko-fi? ]

at the moment, I just have one €2 tier set up.

I offer a sketchy little drawing of a character every 3 months, and access to all the playable demo files of any game I'm working on at the time!

I'm still going to set up commissions in 2022, when I'm done with the current projects.

the prizes from the Twitter raffles should serve as examples for then.

they'll be available on Ko-fi, with a matching carrdco site for more details!

it's a lot of stuff for me to look forward to setting up.

but I feel so alive these days... haha.

I thought (late by like months, but I thought), I guess this should be here too.

[ flash retrospective — full twitter thread ]

[ flash retrospective highlights — twitter moment ]

This thread, made in December 2020 for Flash's official EOL, documents nearly all of my Flash projects, all unreleased/abandoned/unknown until now save 2, that I've created for the past... 7-ish years?

I know there were more before then (I think I first had Flash when I was like 13), but I'm alright with those being buried forever unless relevant again to me haha

I still feel all sorts of emotions whenever I think about them, or look back at them.

As I'll have mentioned in the thread, though I'm switching softwares and relearning everything I need to for my intended interactive storytelling formats, there are a lot of ideas in there I still hold dear, and aim to port and expand on.

No idea when, of course. I have loosely timed plans and a way better mindset than back then, but I'm still learning to work with my brain lmao. Not to mention the random burst of hyperfocused obsession I get once a year maybe.

Of course, Twitter video bad,

At some point I wondered about a remaster(?) for YouTube, but it'd be sunken time I'd rather spend doing more valuable work I think.

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In any case, thank you for reading! ♪

Despite liking to watch and play all sorts of crappy, great or (in)famous games and animated shorts in my preteens, I've always been somewhat intimidated by Newgrounds.

But as I'm starting to really figure out how create complex projects and tell stories in different ways,

I thought I'd finally create an account here to set this promise to myself in stone.

I hope for this to be a positive experience ♪

Call me Xi or N.~